You would, too, if you weren't a zombified-by-KGB-disinformation Trump supporter.
Ever heard of Sun Tzu-loving Artur Artuzov?
"Operation Trust"?
KGB General Ivan Agayants?
KGB General Aleksandr Shelepin?
KGB General Oleg Gribanov -- the guy who sent false-defector-in-place Yuri Nosenko to the CIA in Geneva in June 1962 to protect moles in the CIA / false (or perhaps rogue) physical defector to the U.S. Nosenko in January 1964?
Tennent H. Bagley's 1994-on friend and teacher, KGB General Sergey Kondrashev?
https://www.skyhorsepublishing.com/9781628735437/spymaster/
I guess I don't have your paranoia about the Rooskies.