Judging by the crap you write, I am seriously worried about what is going on in that delusional mind of yours, but not as much as what is clearly not going on in that mind. Have you always been like this or did some major event, like seeing a girl naked, ruin you for the rest of your life?
Btw, with all those business interests, why would I feel sorry for myself? I probably make more in a month than you do in a year, on unemployment benefit.
You are leaving the country. You are not leaving the country
You can't make up your mind, it's a short story.
You have a split-personality
Stop feeling sorry for yourself
Learn to manage your anger
I am always here to listen to you, but more importantly to laugh at you