When the internet became a reality, I was a Gee Whiz conspiracy enthusiast. On any number of forums, I questioned how any fool could possibly believe the JFKA was ANYTHING BUT a conspiracy. My first posts on the Ed Forum - I can't recall exactly when that was, but perhaps 2016 - were solidly in the conspiracy vein. Not whacked-out CTer because I'm simply not whacked-out, but solidly CT-oriented. Like most CTers, I had no coherent theory - but by God there OBVIOUSLY had to have been an elaborate conspiracy and cover-up.
I was a smoker until I wised up and saw the light.
I was a non-Christian until I wised up and saw the light.
I was a meat-eater until I wised up and saw the light.
I was a Democrat until I wised up and saw the light.
There are fewer thing more annoying (and less persuasive) than personal testimonials from true-believer converts.
I have utterly no emotional or quasi-religious attachment to the Lone Nut narrative.
You absolutely do, though I'm not surprised you are in denial about it. Otherwise you would have spent at least as much time (or any time) sanity-checking the "Oswald-did-it" theory as you do trying to knock down CT windmills.
If presented with genuinely compelling evidence, I would cheerfully return to Conspiracy World in a heartbeat.
Great, then you should understand that if you were able to present genuinely compelling evidence, your story would be accepted too.