I'm not playing your games. I have a legal copy of the film and am using it to make my posts regarding the film. But let's say I somehow acquired a bootleg copy (I didn't). That would have nothing to do with the quality (or lack of it) of my work. Judge the work on its merits and feel free to criticize if you like.
Why all the secrecy? If you obtained it legally then the rest of us could too.
We can’t judge the merit of your work or even know if you are representing the film accurately if we can’t watch it.